Saturday, June 13, 2009
i should hv let it go
these is too much... i cant do these anymre... i cant bare it... i nv want to do dis but im so stubborn... i shouldnt hv strtd it... its no longer mine... its no longer holding so tight... i must hv been too carried away... which i shuldnt... but loneliness kept appearing... which i nid to bare... no zhafirah!!! dun ever think of it... im sure there's a reasn y thinks hd to hppn dis way... i jz nid to figure out my ownself.. everyone is selfish... everyone thinks bout wat they hv n owned... but i must consider it... dis is too much... zhafirah.... dun b lyke dis... jz bcos of smething, dun let it tke control u n ur life... b strong!!! dun slow dwn nw.... u nearly hit it bt pls, dun ever slow dwn... n dun think too much of the main source of the pain... jz let it go.... let it go... smething might b awaiting fr me out there...
Wrote off @ Saturday, June 13, 2009
im getting seek and tired of ppl asking me y i didnt find a boyfriend. some ppl ask me whether i dun wanna get married. sme ppl told me to make the first mve lyke hw i did it last tyme. but now, everything is different.Q: What if one day, one of your ex wants you back?A: i can't accept any of my ex anymre... things will never b the same like hw it used to b...Q: What if you still have feelings fr any of ex?A: even if i still hv tt feelings, i won't let it taking control over my body n mind. i need to bare it n stay focus..Q: What if one day, some1(a guy) wanna get to knw u?A: ermmmm... depends if im interested.. so far, only 4 ppl but i dun want to get to knw them.. cuz they r not my type.. i hate slackerz...Q: What if any1 of ur ex gt a new girl?A: all of my ex hv new girl already... so, jz accept it.. dun ever hv to keep tt revengeful feelings.. it doesnt bring anything in the end... best wishes fr all of them..Q: what type of guy would u want to have in future?A: lovelyunderstandinglistens to my joys and sorrowsprotects me from any harmstand up fr the rite jz fr meable to laugh together wif me (once i laugh, i couldnt stop)responsiblesincereloyaltyhonestytrustable to communicate with mefunny (bt not all the tyme ar)
Wrote off @ Saturday, June 13, 2009
results frm Report Book
Total: 346.5/600percentage: 57.8class position: 1/37Level position: 18/144results: passedL1B2: 11conduct: excellentAttendance: 94/96comments:Zhafirah is a quiet and responsible student. she is a trustworthy girl who will not hesitate to give a helping hand to her teachers and peers. however, she needs to speak up more in class to convey her opinions. she has done well for her languages and should spent more time on the rest of the subjects as well.
Wrote off @ Saturday, June 13, 2009
1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5)
2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11)
3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15)
4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13)
5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2)
6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12)
7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT ITS GREAT TO NOE YOU! =))
8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14)
9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4)
10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7)
11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS:( (L0OK AT#6)
12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8)
13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10)
14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3)
15) YOU MUST BE REALLY PISSED OFF (L0OK AT NUMBER #9)
Wrote off @ Saturday, June 13, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
is my drawing n painting nice? pls do comment bout it....
Wrote off @ Monday, June 08, 2009
Friday, June 5, 2009
SuperwomanEarly in the morning I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee has its sugar and cream
Your eggs are over easy, your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That use to greet me.
Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder If you're talking 'bout me.
We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurting so deep
I've got my pride I will not cry
But it's making me weak.
I'm not your Superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional hugs
As a token of love from you to me.
Ooh, baby... I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You'd like to think I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride I will not cry
Still I can't help but care.
Ooh baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you
Through good and bad times
But I can't be that Superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my love, oh lasting love
If you'll return love to me
Ah ha, If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me! Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh! Ooh, ooh, ooh, oooooooooooooh! I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you've got to realize that you've got to be sweeter to me,
yeah I need love I need just your love
Wrote off @ Friday, June 05, 2009
zhafirah is always on the right...........
tk sabar2 nk amek gmbr...
alamak... blurr ar...
the posing girls?
the boys..................
danial? wat r u tring to do?
tts me at the bck.................. getting bck hme frm Sentosa
Wrote off @ Friday, June 05, 2009
Thursday, June 4, 2009
GET LOST!!!
ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET LOST IF YOU DON'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wrote off @ Thursday, June 04, 2009
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
WOW!!!! finally i owned a long hair aftr waiting for like 4years... hahahaha....
well, that pic don't look that well though..
jz to let ppl hu dun recognize me to recognize me finally...
MON DIEU!!!! (OH GOD!!!) -in French
Wrote off @ Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Being a nanny for 2 weeks
VICTORIA'S SECRET GARDEN PERFUME
DRESS #1
DRESS #2
My mum, grandma n grandpa had gone for Mecca on the 1st of June... its a heartaching process but i managed to control myself anyway... i hold bck the tears that i almost let it run dwn my cheek... My youngger sister cried...
And here i am experimenting with different types of recipes that i know and get dwn to business... Yesteray i cooked spagetthi n hmm.... i think it taste not that bad...
In the evening, i went to my aunt hse and she recommended me with facebook... i signed up n yar... She gave me 2 beautiful kinda dress thing... ( refer to the picture above..) Nice?
She also gave me Victoria's Secret Garden Perfume..(refer to the picture above)
Today, i make cupcakes... it turns out pretty well u know.. i named it Strawberry 3C (Strawberry Chocolate with Chocolate Chip)..
lol!!!!
the boys..................
danial? wat r u tring to do?
tts me at the bck.................. getting bck hme frm Sentosa